Category: About Me

The View From Where I Stand Now

NOW, in the moment, the present, I had defined it in 2014 as No illusion, All-encompassing, the W is to me, an upside down M to bring from heaven Christ’s Millenial Reign that I had been taught throughout my Christian years. I am only now (18 years later) reading The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. This book is adding dimension and confirmation of … Read More The View From Where I Stand Now

So Sweet When Spirit Reveals Why You Are Where You Are Part Two

A ghost in an environment that flows around me. This is how I feel. I stand here as one identity and watch an incredible dance of life, destructive life, all around. It seeped into my consciousness a bit at a time. I had thought maybe it was only our family. Turns out that the same oddities that I observed in my home of origin … Read More So Sweet When Spirit Reveals Why You Are Where You Are Part Two

So Sweet When Spirit Reveals Why You Are Where You Are

Part One Like a shadow or a fly on the wall. That is how I feel in life so many times. It could make me feel left out or alone. Loneliness is something I did not feel when I was younger, it was more a sense of not being able to speak a similar language. Or hiding from the truth that I lived each day … Read More So Sweet When Spirit Reveals Why You Are Where You Are

Strange Things Happen In This World

2007, that is when I noticed the attention of an older man at the singles group I attended. His attention was special and loving. He was a warm, big-hearted family man, whose loving wife had passed several years before. We had chats and visits through email and on the phone. He touched my heart in a special way. A family is something that seemed … Read More Strange Things Happen In This World

Washington and Back

I have been a Mormon for a long time. I buy in bulk and stock up on all the necessities. As a 60 plus woman who lives alone, I still hoard, as my daughter mentioned after helping clear my apartment (chuckle), when I went to the state of Washington to be near my mother whom I had been told was dying. I had never … Read More Washington and Back

I Believe It Is Okay To Feel Lost Sometimes

I feel a bit lost. I admit that. Do I stay in Washington state, near my mother and some siblings who have decided my visiting mom is detrimental to her welfare or do I return to the Midwest and focus on my writing while being able to see six of eighteen grandchildren and 1 of 4 great-grandchildren? As a homeless person of the past … Read More I Believe It Is Okay To Feel Lost Sometimes

Homelessness Sucks!

Being homeless sucks! just sayin….. Personally, I do not believe that homelessness is caused by economics, drugs, or such things though I agree that it would seem so on the surface and that you can point to those things in individual cases….. rather, I believe that homelessness is caused by the lack of human engagement…the inability for humanity to see one another, more importantly, … Read More Homelessness Sucks!

The Sting of Someone’s Comment…

It seems like, even today, at nearly 60 years old, when I feel good about a task or a choice I have made someone who is a person of trust, a friend or an authority figure, will come up and tell me that I messed up and it nearly cripples me inside. It seems as if the message is basically suggesting I have no … Read More The Sting of Someone’s Comment…

Where I Am and Some Of What Got Me Here …Part 2

I will continue with where I am in my studies at this time though it will NOT be all-inclusive of the many things that I consider and ponder. Where I live right now is like sitting on the back of a fire breathing dragon and with very little weaponry save a broken heart and a contrite spirit. I know that I have not only … Read More Where I Am and Some Of What Got Me Here …Part 2

Where I Am and Some Of What Got Me Here …Part 1

She said, “It’s only a movie, it is not real.” I had always been queasy when it came to movies. Reality and fiction where difficult for me to discern from my early youth. What my step mother did not know or at least express to me was that life is more unreal than it is real as well. At least in the way that … Read More Where I Am and Some Of What Got Me Here …Part 1

Sometimes You Need A Break or Even To Backtrack

I have been immersed in discovery for the past several months. From before my daughter’s death when I found A Course In Miracles and beyond as I read all of the archives of Channeling Erik. During this time I continued my study of the standard works and my personal devotions. When we live by discernment and guidance of the Holy Ghost it is important … Read More Sometimes You Need A Break or Even To Backtrack

The Evolution of Christa-Ann…The Story Begins…and What Influences Me Today…

I write my personal story, not to become it, but to find out who I am by revealing my perception on the experiences I have gone through and witnessed. I read a statement recently stating that the earth is a great classroom for mankind and in that one side has to understand the other in duality, right and wrong, and so on. It went … Read More The Evolution of Christa-Ann…The Story Begins…and What Influences Me Today…

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