Category: About Me
Blog professionals say to write to just one person. Like when we would have scripture study or homework. I would write to my children. They are strong now. They have found their “life rhythm”. My journey may not be compatible any longer. I feel sorry for them in a way. Not having a “real” mother. But if that helps them be more compassionate to … Read More To Whom Do I Write My Blog?
Hi folks, You will notice that I have a new site name and hope to have a new blog look shortly. I want to make it new to fit the next chapter of my life. I could not have dreamed this up with the mentality that I have had here on this earth. I had to have come here with this commission. I am very … Read More I am Stretching My Wings
I am going backwards to the way I received these insights. But that is the way they are to be given, so I accept that. This is my personal reading. I am going to do the Universal Reading from the same deck. Loving Words from JESUS by Doreen Virtue With beautiful artwork by Greg Olsen These cards come with a scripture verse and picture … Read More Multiple Part, Personal Message, Part Two
2 December 2018 As a human being I am pretty well shot. There is really no emotional cushion or padding to buffer my negotiations through the world. It is my faith alone that gives me the ability to continue here among humanity. Perhaps it always was. I am a loner. I do not mind that. I like my own company. I have a gift … Read More Hi there, and a Universal Reading 2 Dec – 9 Dec 2018
One thing that I learned in my trek out west to see my birth mother is that I was the one who separated us. I would not give her an inch. At ten or so, I had to keep my sanity stable within myself because I knew that no one out there was going to take care of me. Four hundred Volkswagen Beetles … Read More Love That Comes in Times of Trauma
NOW, in the moment, the present, I had defined it in 2014 as No illusion, All-encompassing, the W is to me, an upside down M to bring from heaven Christ’s Millenial Reign that I had been taught throughout my Christian years. I am only now (18 years later) reading The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle. This book is adding dimension and confirmation of … Read More The View From Where I Stand Now
A ghost in an environment that flows around me. This is how I feel. I stand here as one identity and watch an incredible dance of life, destructive life, all around. It seeped into my consciousness a bit at a time. I had thought maybe it was only our family. Turns out that the same oddities that I observed in my home of origin … Read More So Sweet When Spirit Reveals Why You Are Where You Are Part Two
Part One Like a shadow or a fly on the wall. That is how I feel in life so many times. It could make me feel left out or alone. Loneliness is something I did not feel when I was younger, it was more a sense of not being able to speak a similar language. Or hiding from the truth that I lived each day … Read More So Sweet When Spirit Reveals Why You Are Where You Are
2007, that is when I noticed the attention of an older man at the singles group I attended. His attention was special and loving. He was a warm, big-hearted family man, whose loving wife had passed several years before. We had chats and visits through email and on the phone. He touched my heart in a special way. A family is something that seemed … Read More Strange Things Happen In This World
I have been a Mormon for a long time. I buy in bulk and stock up on all the necessities. As a 60 plus woman who lives alone, I still hoard, as my daughter mentioned after helping clear my apartment (chuckle), when I went to the state of Washington to be near my mother whom I had been told was dying. I had never … Read More Washington and Back
I feel a bit lost. I admit that. Do I stay in Washington state, near my mother and some siblings who have decided my visiting mom is detrimental to her welfare or do I return to the Midwest and focus on my writing while being able to see six of eighteen grandchildren and 1 of 4 great-grandchildren? As a homeless person of the past … Read More I Believe It Is Okay To Feel Lost Sometimes
Being homeless sucks! just sayin….. Personally, I do not believe that homelessness is caused by economics, drugs, or such things though I agree that it would seem so on the surface and that you can point to those things in individual cases….. rather, I believe that homelessness is caused by the lack of human engagement…the inability for humanity to see one another, more importantly, … Read More Homelessness Sucks!