A Truly Happy April Fool’s

Do you feel like you have a hard time just getting along with anyone?

Do you wish you could help others who are suffering and just cannot reach them?

Maybe you are on the opposite side of the scale and find it hard to “feel” or empathize with others.

There is a lot of that going on in the world right now.

Maybe it has been going on for a long time but it is happening with a greater intensity and is more talked about, at least in some circles.

I really feel sorry for my kids. It must be really hard for them. I do understand this more and more. 

I am not a mingler or a person who tries to fit in and I am so radical in my thoughts and beliefs inside that I give no pattern or course to follow, except maybe to reach for who you truly are.

A Course in Miracles has led me to believe, beyond a doubt, that the world we think we see is far from real. I see that clearer as I reflect on humanity’s attempts at communication.

There is an adjustment that will be taking place in the human psyche and we will WAKE UP and discover that everything is okay.

All paths that crossed, and the ones that did not, are there for a reason.

Known by somebody is who monitoring all of this who, I believe, is Jesus. We knew about it before we came here and NDE’s tell us that we will remember when we give up physical form.

The wars and suffering, the angst and contention, and the lack of ability to communicate on so many fronts will be corrected. Hate will dissolve in all its ugly forms.

Won’t that be a WONDERFUL APRIL FOOLS.  

Till next time, God bless, Namaste~

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pg 19
Having been restored to your original state, you naturally become part of the Atonement yourself.
*As part of the Atonement you are a maker of Miracles.
You (*now) share MY inability to tolerate the lack of love in yourself & in everyone else, and MUST join the Great Crusade to correct it.
*crusade = synonyms: campaign · fight · do battle · battle · take up arms
*”You know share” should be “You now share”, the “k” has a line thru it in the Urtext.
MY, meaning Christ’s. He sees and acknowledges the hurtful behavior and attitudes. He does not suggest we put on blinders. We are able to “see” when lack of love is being expressed. You may hear it or see it or feel it, depending on if your key sense is audio, visual, or kinesthetic.
The slogan for this Crusade is “Listen, Learn, and Do.”
This means Listen to My Voice, Learn to undo the error, and DO something to correct it.
*Action required. Do was underlined/emphasized in the text.
The first two are not enough. The real members of MY party are active workers.
*”Crusade”, “party”, interesting use of terms. Active underlined, action required. This may only be in one’s thinking forward.
*I suspect the MY is Christ, rather than Jesus. “My voice or the voice of my servants it is one the same.” Jesus’ relationship and connection with the Head of the Matrix is bar none. This is the key concern I have about how the course has been taught because it makes a difference.
The power to work Miracles belongs to you.
*Pronouns. Personal power. Belongs is underlined in the URTEXT meaning. please realize this is your heritage.
I will create the right opportunities for you to do them.
*Is this Jesus or Christ (the Whole)? This week I had to wonder if it is Jesus, our brother, who started this whole thing. I get the idea that he is our blueprint maker and coordinator of the play or dance that we are each a part of here on earth. Jesus’ influence cannot be ignored.
But you must be ready & willing to do them, since you are already able to.
*Choice and accountability. Not accountability for punishment, rather the willingness to act. And a great deal of that does take place in one’s thoughts.
Doing them will bring conviction in the ability.
*synonyms of conviction: certainty · certitude · assurance · confidence · sureness
I repeat that you will see Miracles thru your hands thru MINE.
*My heart really wants to know if this is Christ or Jesus. If it is Jesus, it may be because he is the Head, because he is the First born, and the organizer/CEO of the plan of the Atonement, the beginning and the end. If it is Christ, that would bring us to the altar within each of us (Jesus included) where we recognize The Son within ourselves, as our Higher Self.
*Note that these comments were not carried into ACIM publications being considered too personal. Perhaps confusing to people or perhaps reflective of the biases that Helen had from the society around her.
*I would not take “MINE” to mean Jesus’ physical hands, nor “thru your hands” to mean your physical hands. It is the mental, emotional, “of the mind” process that brings Miracles about. Just as the eyes you will “see” with are your heart or mind’s eye.
*I am not suggesting that love and service cannot be expressed through the hands, as long as we are able and physical, this is something that we can do. And service takes many forms. All of us can offer up a heart full of forgiveness and thanks. Here we are speaking of the place where the Miracle starts.
Conviction really comes thru accomplishment.
*Conviction; synonyms: certainty · certitude · assurance · confidence · sureness
Remember that ability is the potential, Achievement is its expression, and Atonement is the Purpose.
*This reminds me of the three-part Godhead. Father/ability/potential,
and Spirit/Atonement/Purpose.
Seeming separate, actually the same.
WE are each a part of this marvelous Entity.

Till next time, God bless, Namaste~
(* Remember I claim no special gifts, they are just my thoughts after a lifetime of trying to understand the will of God, as Jesus taught it, and share it with others from my place of understanding. My comments are as follows: (*…) With the text being in bold print. Crossed out words and phrases from the Urtext did not copy here, so they are made mention to in my comments, if they appear in the transcript. Please bring the Spirit with you to the reading.)

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Universal Reading 25 March through 31 March 2019

Archangel Power Tarot Cards by Radleigh Valentine
Reading by Yvonne
Ten of Raphael

This is a suit of emotion and they are good. Happy relationships and home life show positive things from your efforts and even though it takes work to maintain both it is worth it. Contentment and happiness are yours.

21 The World

Congratulations, you have done a wonderful job! It is okay to pause and enjoy this success, even if there are new horizons to conquer. Collectively, in the physical and the spiritual, you have achieved understanding and enlightenment. Archangel Michael waits to help you with an understanding of the next steps and your part in it.

Two of Ariel

A card of decision between different paths, not be jumped into willy-nilly, but chosen carefully, based on sincere pondering and what best serves in a light and fun manner, all concerned. Going with the flow, while making conscious decisions of what is truly desired. Letting the work be fun, by not simply weighing ones self down with multiple responsibilities and care-giving to those things that are not of value.

Queen of Gabriel

I feel a lot of feminine power in this card. Independent and disciplined, yet inviting of those who can help her create the desired outcome. Anything is possible! Passion about life is evident in the feminine community today. It seems all cultures know it is the hand that rocks the cradle that influences the world the most.

What will our future bring us? Monetary gain? Education and wealth for the few or for the whole? Will we work for the elevation of the chosen or will we look at humanity itself as chosen and divine? It is within our power to create collectively whatever we choose.


Happiness at the evidence and fulfillment of home and hearth.
Is happiness ever after in a singular state or condition really possible?
It may appear to be at this time or we may want it.

Not that it is not appropriate to bask in the warmth of a goal completed. Perhaps we have reached a certain goal,  the ultimate even in this phase of existence, and contemplating what comes next and our individual parts in it.
A time for regaining balance has arrived. A balance of work and joy. A balance perhaps of selected few or the masses. Honest reflection will give us a solid course.

Will we seek to serve the individual, the cooperative here and now, the future generations, or balance for the whole of it. We are in a position to weigh things out, consider, and make healthy, sustainable choices.

The feminine energy of creativity will prevail. Bringing not only dignity to the individual, but to all those within its influence.

I get a sense that we are on the cusp of choosing the direction of earth’s human population after having achieved a certain sense of accomplishment.
I have faith in humanity. How about you?
Till next time, God bless. Namaste~

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Day 12 URTEXT ACIM pg. 19
Just because “nature abhors a vacuum,” which is true enough, it does not follow that “a vacuum is filled with hellfire.” Nothing is gained by frightening yourself, and its is very destructive.

*Just, read this again please. How often do we get out the whip and attack ourselves. This attack was done out in the open in generations past. Today it takes often takes (though not always) as covert expression. Jesus attempts to call on common sense, i.e. “not”. What if we might instead think that this “vacuum” he refers to is filled with compassion, education, and restoration?

Miracles need freedom from fear. Part of their Atonement value involves just that.

*Freedom from fear. I have to admit when I speak with anyone, I tend to be in a state of fear that I will say something that will offend them. Today I find myself saying whatever is there, anyway. I wonder if there are not differing forms of fear? I am working on this. I want to maintain my integrity and personal persona, but I do not wish to trash anyone in any way.
*I find myself not willing to trash myself either, and this means I may speak what I sense, while knowing in my heart it is not real, or something I need to fear.

*If we cannot say this is an error, or wrong, how can we be allowed to undo the original error? Spiritualists and some who follow ACIM put love up as if that is all there is to see while they still live in the realm of the error. This is not what the course teaches, although you can take an individual sentence or even paragraph here and there and come to that conclusion. It is important that we back up and see the big picture. It may look frightening, but we can have the inner knowledge that it is not real and that all is, indeed, well.

Note that the word “atone” really means “undo.”

*Undo the damage caused by the confusion of The Son, that has left us all with the primal guilty conscience. Now, is there not freedom in this?

*Remember Jesus does not need the atonement, because he put the situation into place  base in the first place and set up the context of right and wrong, in his attempt to help us and fix things for us. Have compassion for him, and his circumstance, as you want others to have compassion for you. None of this is real. Yet, identifying the source of the confusion is vital to its resolution.

*Do not think that I am getting my jollies by pointing my finger at Jesus. No way would I choose that situation. I have had my words with him, not because of that error, but because of the way he let this book be written. And the confusion of the pronouns and to whom he is referring. That said, I also know that he can only give people what they are willing to receive and in the 60’s when this was being brought forth this was huge and has impacted humanity for the good for these nearly 60 years.

*Besides, Jesus knew that there would be a few who would read it and be able to decipher the code. I believe that Helen was told that there would be about 15 that would “really get it” or something to that effect. I am just putting my insights out there and let the world do what they will with it. I continually seek for understanding by any method the Holy Spirit sees fit to give it to me.

The purpose of the Atonement is to restore everything TO you.

*To remind you who you truly are as creations of The Omnipotent (all powerful), Omniscient (all knowing), Omnipresent (in all things, everywhere) God. Meaning He can only give you of what He, Himself, is.

pg 19 starts here

(That is, to restore the awareness. Later clarifcation.)

*Note from Bill. (I have purposely not corrected the spelling errors of this rough draft by the scribes.)

You had everything when you were created, just as everyone did.

*Once you have an understanding of this, you want to realize that “you have that understanding and it is truth”. However, there are other “parts of you, a part of the Whole Christ”, that are those you see around you, that do not have that witness yet.

*While here, in the illusion, you are able to be affected or feel a result of their forgetfulness. These affects could be financially, emotionally, physically, or any way that pertains to the senses of this world. This means that everything is not completely resolved until we all/each “get it”. However, knowing the atonement has already taken place, through our faith in this truth. We may be a light for others to find it for themselves.

*This does not mean that you are not going to see good results from it. Still, others do have to move through in their own time, so it may seem like there are losses as relationships perhaps become more divided or even lost. Knowing separation is not a true principle helps soften this for the one who recognizes his own atonement.

Till next time, God bless, Namaste~
(* Remember I claim no special gifts, they are just my thoughts after a lifetime of trying to understand the will of God, as Jesus taught it, and share it with others from my place of understanding. My comments are as follows: (*…) With the text being in bold print. Crossed out words and phrases from the Urtext did not copy here, so they are made mention to in my comments, if they appear in the transcript. Please bring the Spirit with you to the reading.)
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Hummingbirds and Promises

I was cleaning my car out and talking to the Lord, while in Washington last spring. I told him I would need help to know what to do and he just better be there. Then I saw the hummingbird, north of me by about 6 ft and 1 1/2 ft above my head. It hovered for a few minutes and then flew away.

Half an hour later I was working on the same discussion/prayer while tidying my vehicle and told the Lord I would need his guidance and there was the bird again. In exactly the same place, just as I expressed the same desire. I knew it was my sign.

The waters I walk through today are thicker, in a way, than when I was a child, because I have the memory of life’s experiences with me and it is not easy to know decisions I make hurt others. Sometimes that cannot be helped. I am grateful for the truths I have found and I walk in a place that protects my center equilibrium, so I feel like I have my head above water.

Today has been an emotional one and I wonder, do I have the strength to do what I believe I am suppose to do. And who shows up, but my little friend, the hummingbird. Same color and intensity, from Washington even.

Coincidence you may say. Well, you are welcome to your opinion.

I choose to believe that someone is helping me along the way and that there is a purpose to all things.

We all have our stories of challenge and moments of bliss.

May God give you signs along the way that you are not alone in your journey and that you are loved.

To God be all glory, in Jesus name, amen. Namaste~


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Having a Mom Comes From Within, Not From Outside

22 March 2019
Having a mom is a personal choice. It comes from within, not from outside. Not from her. She doesn’t have to earn respect. She is the very symbol of love and respect for you in that you are here. Regardless of her presence or abilities.
*”A birth canal” or “egg donor” does not speak poorly of your mother, it speaks poorly of you and your respect for this life and its challenges.
She cannot protect you from the world’s challenges either. She does her best, in her own way, and you asked for this circumstance.
So, if you do not have a mom or dad, you need to ask yourself “Who am I” and why did I accept this role.
This is my witness on this day, a year from the time I found out my birth mother was still living and may be dying. I rushed to her side to look in her eyes and tell her I loved her. She asked me for help and my hands were tied and that tore my heart out, but I would not trade one moment I had with her for anything.
Knowing her gave me courage to step into another level and phase of understanding and learning that I would not have otherwise.
I gave away most of my earthly possessions to go to her. My own young were capable of taking care of themselves and I did not abandon them. She needed me then, it was not a fluke.
She inspires me. And I love her and the others who grew in her womb to meet the challenges of this world.
I called her mama and it offended others but it symbolized the warmth, respect, gratitude, and compassion I have for her … and for myself.
*I heard those terms on a post where a girl pushed through closed adoption choices of the mother and father of a friend of hers and received a letter saying in essence” mind your own business and let me have my privacy” from the mother. We have no right to judge anyone. And we cannot force our idea of how relationship ought to be onto each other.
We need to show respect and value for ourselves. Perhaps this is why we allowed such trying circumstances to be in our lives in the first place. Because in finding love and respect for ourselves, in ourselves, we have the opportunity to come across the reason we are here.
**My witness is so strong and so deep that it may put off others. I understand that. I cannot deny who I am and would love to know more of my “family’s” journeys. But I will not give up myself to have those associations.
And I am a writer. What happens in my life becomes a part of me and a part of my writing. That may offend or make fearful those who would otherwise contact me, as well. I understand and I accept that cost of personal identity. I hold no grudges.
My gratitude has no bounds for what each of you have taught me. I know that the time will come when we will meet and rejoice and be glad we came.  Whether it be here or in the hereafter is irrelevant.
My compassion and respect to all who have ever had a mother.
Yvonne, 22 March 2019
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Universal Reading 18 March through 24 March 2019

Angel Therapy Oracle Cards

Sacral Chakra

You are highly sensitive right now. That may be chemicals, feeling toxicity in relationships, or sensitivity to situations locally or globally. Orange is the color of this chakra and your health requires making good choices. Self-medication, confusion, and numbness are some of the ways the body deals with this overload. Ask Archangels Michael and Raphael to help you detox mentally, emotionally, energetically, and physically.

I know that I have been feeling this influence. Is it the way the stars line up in Mercury Retrograde or is it the ebb and flow of the energy of this world. A way to keep it topsy-turvy and to keep us off of our toes? Probably both.

The Spirit will support you and guide you through these times. Be sure to nurture yourself and let Mother Earth help as you send the excess energy into her and allow her to transmute it into something whole and healing.

Visualize Success

See yourself doing well and having a positive outcome. Breathe. Let life happen. Do not judge it, do not become entangled in the insanity. Just breathe and know that you have purpose and you are fulfilling it. Do not try to put absolutes or specifics to your being. Know that your being is valuable and breathe in gratitude for the opportunity to participate, while breathing out you release all that does not serve.

Power Animal

You have animal guides assisting you at this time of confusion and evolution among the human race. The animals walk closer to Spirit than does humanity. Visit a quiet place in nature and as your animal spirit guide to visit you.

I feel the pets of yesteryear close by at times. I am grateful for their company. They comfort me.

You Are Profoundly Clairvoyant

Trust your inner guide. What you sense is more real than what appears to be obvious. Watch for signs around you that you are not far from divine help. Call on them. Follow your instincts and take care of you. You are not hear to save the whole world. They have their guides as well. You must be willing to let others fall, that they may get the muscles they need, just as your challenges cause you to reach inside for the truth of your own personal value.


Sensitivities are high right now. Be patient with yourself and others. If things do not go the way you want to or even if you lose your cool, be kind to yourself. Do what you can to repair and move on. You were never meant to be everything to everybody.

Animal energies are nearby, seen and unseen. The birds, returning and pronouncing spring bring the promise of newness and that you have a song to sing. Perhaps you have felt the dragon energy as they come to assist humanity at this time. Maybe you are lucky enough to have a fur baby as a companion/pet. Celebrate that blessing with gratitude.

Our third card has a picture of a lady eating a fruit from the tree and I cannot help but think of the fall in the Garden of Eden. Visualizing success means to know that all things have their purpose and meaning in the Universe. God/Source, is not wasteful and these things, even the ones that seem bothersome, are for the benefit and blessing of His Child, of whom you are a part.

Tradition and social norms guide us to understand the world, but to understand truth we need to be able to step outside those paradigms and ask ourselves if we were sent to alter the norms. Especially if we see the suffering and hate/ambivalence that keeps us stuck.

Trust your intuition and look for signs outside of the norm that tell you that you are being guided. You will not be guided to harm others by truth, but you may be prompted to “chill a bit” and let other’s follow the path that they choose as well.

We are not alone friends! Our challenges are seen and understood. Listen and act on that inner voice that leads to your highest good.

I pray this serves.
Till next time, God bless, Namaste~

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