Easter Thoughts: Ego Zero / Christ One

I want to write about what my understanding is at this time. First off, Easter is a celebration of fertility and sex. It was adapted by Christians many years after Jesus’ death into a celebration of the resurrection or eternal life.

I consider Christianity, including in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, to be a political answer to accommodating egos in physical form until they chose to remember who they truly are as eternal beings. The Church of Jesus Christ has the most comprehensive outline for the ego to live by cooperatively and is to be commended, in my opinion.

Jesus has been my friend, guide, companion, big brother since I was tiny. He still is the chief one that I listen to and follow. He is my protector. I have a picture of him above the doorway into my apartment because there is power and protection in remembering him.

I would gladly bow and kneel before him. I would gladly bow and kneel before anyone else as well. Even those whose behavior seems to be that of an enemy to myself or themselves. Christ is who you are. It is who I am.

Jesus asks for us to kneel at the altar of that remembrance as he has.

That does not mean that I will not argue with Jesus or anyone else about life as I understand it through what I understand as the power of the Holy Spirit.

I just read in ACIM where Jesus tells Bill that to withdraw from others is to forget Jesus. I do not believe that this always applies. Perhaps it did in that scenario with Helen, Bill, and Jesus, but I know and believe Jesus would agree, that there are times when one needs to allow physical distance.

We are so quick to take one phrase out of context and make it a code we live by. This is a trait of the ego.

There are those so consumed by the ego and self-debasing that they must crush everyone in their influence or within their sight to believe they are alive. I have not discovered the way to alleviate this illness and find that the only way to have healthy boundaries is to keep healthy physical and emotional distances.

Brene’ Brown’s work on vulnerability and shame is done for the ego, from what I saw in her special and the little bit that I have read of her work,  and from the place of the ego. The reason I say this is because she says that vulnerability cannot be done alone. I suggest that staying alive is allowing yourself to be vulnerable and deserves credit.

Thankfully she has not traveled that road yet, but chances are that she may before her life is over. It is a difference in the life experience between us. She touches a lot of people and reaches them where they are at and I am glad.

She talks from the place of being allowed to be among people. There is a whole population that is not going there, but that is pulling out of the interfacing place. She touches it at times but then she slams people doing it on their own and I hope she sees that so she can expand her research and assistance to humanity.

Being real with yourself is the greatest form of vulnerability. It is where real growth and evolution happens. Not like the ego in piling on accolades and accomplishments, but by unveiling and revealing your best self. The true self that knows its oneness with humanity/Christ and God.

Spring, New Growth in Old Places.

Because in both shame and vulnerability lies the idea of the worthiness of love and that taps closely to the belief that we have in Separation from our Creator and being left on our own.

I have no doubt, however, that our Oneness exists and prayers are offered for us as a Whole.

I want to share a paragraph from the Urtext ACIM which speaks of Christ:

Urtext ACIM pg. 113
The first coming of Christ is just another name for the Creation, for Christ is the Son of God.

*This is the Creation of all of us. All 144,000 of us that make up the thoughts of Christ as he began his self-awareness. Before the making of the earth in physical form.

The SECOND coming of Christ means nothing more than the end of the ego’s rule over part of the minds of men, and the healing of the mind.

*We only have one mind. That which believes otherwise is of the ego. The ego is a false identity that finds itself in primal fear because it identifies with that which is not eternal, which is the body.

*The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints seem to have conquered that dilemma by acknowledging perfect and eternal bodies after resurrection. However, they also identify with time and judgment as those who do not meet the standard are cast into lower places.

*Which, at first seems logical, I suppose. Like attracts like and you would want to be around those who “think” as you do. Yet, if we are truly one there cannot be levels of any form in truth.

*I suspect that there is a place of truth where each of us recognizes who we are and our allegiance to one another. A realm where we have gratitude for the brother that we have in each other.

I was created like you in the First, and I am reminding you that I have called you to join with me in the Second.

*At this point, I suspect that humanity will ultimately come together in the end as Christ, a single entity within the Father. It is not up to us to define what we truly are, that is God’s right as our creator. It is up to us to recall our identity as his and under his care.

*I believe that Jesus, as our eldest brother, devised the Plan of Salvation for the children of men and spirit. I understand it and believe it was created out of a false belief of our place of need, lack, separation from God.

*As such I offer forgiveness to Jesus for the suffering we all get to experience and yield to his plan knowing I have no loss. Currently, I sense a greater communication with those beyond the veil and those who cannot speak through their egos in this world.

*Maybe I am crazy. I continue to search, ponder and pray. That there are answers, I am sure. That all is well, I am sure. That I seek to unveil our true relationship to God, I am sure. Beyond that, I look to Jesus to understand the role he would like me to play at this time and trust that the Holy Spirit will direct my path as he has here to fore.

Like much of the world, I rejoice in the new growth, the warmth, the bursts of color, and the songs of the birds. I wish you a most beautiful spring.

Till next time, God bless, Namaste~

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Universal Reading 15 April through 21 April 2019

Archangel Power Tarot (RV) Reading by Yvonne

Six of Gabriel

We have truly done a wonderful job as a species in raising our awareness of false teachings of abuse and neglect being acceptable. Harmony is being created as we recognize that we can function well with less. We are appalled at the abuse of the land and waters of the earth. We are able to move into new ways of helping our existence and relationship to Mother Earth, the unseen legions that wait to assist us, and find joy in being.

10 The Wheel

Changes are still coming. For those who understand that humanity is clearing up false beliefs, the change will be seen as positive and necessary. Look for the positives that come from the change. We have asked for these changes, even if the change is to stop the intense “doing” that you have been used to. It is positive for the evolution of the Whole.

1 The Magician

Angels are nearby to help you with your projects. You have what you need to move forward. Move forward with confidence. You are more prepared than you realize.

Nine of Ariel

The basics of life have been tended to according to your assignment/contract/plan. It is time to look inward to the spiritual side of life Surround yourself with beauty, whatever that may mean for you.


Believe it or not, harmony and success have been yours. Enjoy where you are and understand that there are more adventures to come. Keep your eyes open. Well deserved doors will open.

New beginnings and end of delays will lead us to a greater sense of joy.
The archangels and legions of others are waiting to assist us in preparing a world where more individuals are empowered and able to recognize their own influence on the world we see.
Overall, a very positive reading. Spring is here as well and hope and rebirth are in the air. Do not sit on your haunches and do nothing unless that is what you are instructed to do. Perhaps your gift to the whole consciousness is to be at peace. If prompted, move forward with confidence. Hard work is rewarded. Do not be shy about enjoying and observing the beautiful things in life!

I pray this serves.
Till next time, God bless, amen.

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Day 14 URTEXT ACIM pg. 19 Pronoun Confusion?

*We are still in the stages of learning that Helen, Jesus, and Bill are going through. They are reaching for a common language that is not an easy thing to do with symbols.
24. A miracle is a Universal Blessing from God thru Me to all My Brothers.
*The ME is Christ.
Explanation: You once said that souls cannot rest until everyone has found salvation.
*No rest because all will need to accept the truth for the Complete Awakening of Christ to occur.
This happens to be true. It is the privilege of the forgiven to forgive.
*I suspect as we grow in understanding that the “unforgiven”, by their own inability to accept that “sight” as yet, may still need to be kept a bit separate physically or emotionally. Although it is taught that we simply need to ignore the “off” or confused behavior and focus on what is true. This is an example of my own growing comprehension.
The Disciples were officially & specifically told to heal others, as Physicians of the Lord.
*By this I suggest that he means forgive one another. The healing Jesus was able to do was because of his correct usage of forgiveness. 
Atonement is the natural profession of the Children of God, because they have professed Me.
*”Me”, I suggest that Jesus is referring to Christ. This is an example of the misunderstanding of Jesus’ communication by Helen. 
(Aside. Tell B that that (*this) is what Professor really means. As an Assoc. Prof., he must become associated with My strength. As an Asst. Prof., you must assist both him and Me. The Children need both strength & help. You cannot help until you are strong. The Everlasting Arms are your strength, and the Wisdom of God is your help.)
*My is The Son, Christ, as the Whole, not the singular, Jesus.
*Everlasting Arms and Wisdom of God could also be summed up in the Holy Spirit, could they not?
*Strength comes in the doing as he has stated before: “Conviction really comes thru accomplishment”. Conviction; synonyms: certainty · certitude · assurance · confidence · sureness
“Heaven & Earth shall pass away” means that they will not always exist as separate states.
*i. e., They will be acknowledged or understood as one. I am sensing that more and more.
My Word, which is the Resurrection and the Light, shall not pass away, because Life is Eternal.
*Word is another word for the Son, which we are. 
This is how man MUST think of himself in his heart, because this is what he IS.
Add: “As a man thinketh in his heart, so is he.” *As long as we believe that we must die, we will.
I pray this serves. It is helping me to grow.
Till next time, God bless, Namaste~
(* Remember I claim no special gifts, they are just my thoughts after a lifetime of trying to understand the will of God, as Jesus taught it, and share it with others from my place of understanding. My comments are as follows: (*…) With the text being in bold print. Crossed out words and phrases from the Urtext did not copy here, so they are made mention to in my comments, if they appear in the transcript. Please bring the Spirit with you to the reading.)
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Time Could Last A Million Years, Because of the Last Judgement

Time Could Last A Million Years, Because of the Last Judgement

*I want to cut it shorter. The Miracle is part of the “speed-up” that Jesus instituted into the plan.

Just as the Separation occurred over many millions of years, the Last Judgment will extend over a similarly long period, and perhaps even longer.

Its length depends, however, on the effectiveness of the present speed-up.

We have frequently noted that the miracle is a device for shortening but not abolishing time.

If a sufficient number of people become truly miracle-minded quickly, the shortening process can be almost immeasurable.

But it is essential that these individuals free themselves from fear sooner than would ordinarily be the case because they MUST emerge from basic conflict if they are to bring peace to the minds of others. (*Note minor correction of removing the comma after case and changing the typo “it” to “if”. Courtesy of Grammarly.)

*God has Corrected Everything Already, I Just Need To Accept It
*At least this is my understanding and my hope. No, it is my knowledge at this time. 


The conflict CANNOT disappear until it is fully recognized that miscreation is NOT real, and therefore there IS no conflict.
This entails a full realization of the basic fact, although man has miscreated in a very real sense, he need neither continue to do so, nor to suffer from his past errors in this respect.
A redistribution of psychic energy, then, is NOT the solution.
Both the idea that both kinds MUST exist, and the belief that ONE kind is amenable for use or misuse, are real distortions.
*This is really key to understanding the mentality one must have to put this course into action.
The ONLY way is to STOP MISCREATING NOW, and accept the Atonement for miscreations of the past. 
*The Atonement is the resultant effect of the Miracle which is still a correction of perception and not of knowledge or truth. It will allow all of us to come into alignment with the understanding, however, and God will take it from there.
Only this can re-establish true single-mindedness.
*And it is here that we will be restored to our true identity in God and the fullness of His Love.
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Universal Reading 8th of April thru 14th of April 2019

Angels and Ancestors Oracle Cards by Kyle Gray, Artwork by Lily Moses
Read by Yvonne

Protection Guardian, Drop Your Shield

“Drop any shields of shame, resistance, and fear that are standing between you and your chances of enjoyment and fun. Know that you do not need to hide who you are or the gifts that you have. You were born to shine.”

I see this as a witness of the elevation of humanity, for those willing to receive it at this time. Protection will be there as we recognize those who are with us that are not seen. Understanding this gives us the willingness to continue the inner work that will raise humanity as a whole.

Magick Guardian, Unlock the Magic Within

*Magick (with a “k”) is the energy of the universe that allows you to manifest and create through the direction and power of your will. It changes according to your frequency.”

You have the power within you to change the world as we know it. This is the action part of the reading and signifies the individual and your ability to make a difference.

To embrace your power you must own it. You cannot hide behind the fear or shame that have guided you. You do not need to do anything to draw attention to yourself from the outside. You simply need to draw your attention to the inside. How is your fear projecting onto the world that you see around you? Can you believe in the innocence and purity of humanity and adjust your thinking accordingly? Will to begin and you have begun.

She-Wolf, Unleash the Wild Within

Release who you truly are from the fetters of yesterdays fear. Do not look to others for examples or encouragement. Look inside to find what you need to do or have to allow your talents to be expressed.

Only you can hold you back when you go within for the answers.

Traveler, Move in a New Direction

Do you feel like you are on a road less traveled? You may have the opportunity to travel in the world and experience new things. You may also have the opportunity to travel new roads of thought or understanding. Perhaps letting go of things that are cumbersome with love and gentleness.

Do not be afraid of the journey. You have angels and ancestors with you along the way. It is a delightful adventure.


Gently we are able to shine in our true identity as we let go of the fear-based paradigms of the past. No longer do we need to fear every encounter because we are receiving the protection that we need.

The power within will guide us to create a better world for ourselves and for others. Own it, claim it, embrace it, you are a part of the healing humanity needs.

You may be discovering talents and interests that you were not aware of, even a few years ago. Unleash the raw and wild side of yourself. It can be your little secret until you want it to be known. Truth be told you light will shine and your influence will be felt, even if you do not say a word.

Do not be afraid to explore new vistas. In the world or within yourself. There is much to discover and forget about what others are doing. You are not here to follow. You are here to lead. Do not be afraid of that task or think you must stand before thousands to do that, though some of you will.

We do not walk alone. However, it is in aloneness that we have the opportunity to truly come to understand this. We are ready. We are chosen.
I pray this serves, may those who need these words receive them by reading or by energetic influence.

Till next time, God bless, Namaste~
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Day 13 URTEXT ACIM We Have a Role in the Atonement

pg 19
Having been restored to your original state, you naturally become part of the Atonement yourself.
*As part of the Atonement you are a maker of Miracles.
You now share MY inability to tolerate the lack of love in yourself & in everyone else, and MUST join the Great Crusade to correct it.
*crusade = synonyms: campaign · fight · do battle · battle · take up arms
*MY, meaning Jesus’, inability … inability to tolerate the lack of love …”. Note that this means that he sees and acknowledges the hurtful behavior and attitudes. He does not suggest we put on blinders.
*This means that you are able to “see” when lack of love is being expressed. You may hear it or see it or feel it, depending on if your key sense is audio, visual, or kinesthetic, though you will have a sense of it in your own way.
*To bring it out in the open and to the attention of others does ruffle feathers and not fit with political correctness often, but it does allow a mistake to be corrected. By you showing love for yourself and for them by recognizing it, you give them the ability to know that you “have their number” and love them still. There are hurtful minded people that get a lot of their jollies because they believe that they can do what they do “under the radar”. 
*It was “You know share” should be “You now share”, the “k” has a line thru it in the Urtext.
The slogan for this Crusade is “Listen, Learn, and Do.” 
*Action required. Do was underlined, giving it more emphasis.
This means Listen to My Voice, Learn to undo the error, and DO something to correct it.
The first two are not enough.
The real members of MY party are active workers.
*Crusade, party, interesting use of terms. Active underlined, action required.
This may only be in one’s thinking forward.
*”My Voice”, MY party. I am curious if this bias came from Jesus’  terminology or Helen’s translation and did it refer to Jesus or Christ?
*I still wonder if it comes from his witness of the Christ that we all are. “My voice or the voice of my servants it is one the same.” His relationship and connection, with the Head of the Matrix (Christ), is bar-none.
The power to work Miracles belongs to you.
*Pronouns. Personal power. Belongs underlined, means please realize this is your heritage.
I will create the right opportunities for you to do them.
*Here again, is where I get the idea that he is our blueprint maker and coordinator of the play or dance that we are part of here on earth. Jesus’ influence cannot be ignored, no matter what your opinion of him is.
But you must be ready & willing to do them, since you are already able to.
*Choice and accountability. Not accountability for punishment, rather the willingness to act. And a great deal of that does take place in one’s thoughts.
Doing them will bring conviction in their ability.
*You cannot follow the promptings of the Holy Spirit without getting a witness of their correctness inside, this is my experience, and what I believe is meant by conviction here.
*synonyms: certainty · certitude · assurance · confidence · sureness
I repeat that you will see Miracles thru your hands thru MINE.
*He is at the Head, the Firstborn, the beginning and the end. These comments were not carried into ACIM publications being considered too personal. Perhaps confusing to people or perhaps reflective of the biases that Helen had from the society around her.
*I would not take “MINE” to mean Jesus’ physical hands, nor “thru your hands” to mean your physical hands. It is the mental, emotional process that brings Miracles about. Just as the eyes you will “see” with are your heart or mind’s eye.
*I (Yvonne) am not suggesting that love and service cannot be expressed through the hands, as long as we are able and physical, this is something that we can do. And service takes many forms. All of us can offer up a heart full of forgiveness and thanks.
Conviction really comes thru accomplishment.
*Conviction; synonyms: certainty · certitude · assurance · confidence · sureness
Remember that ability is the potential, Achievement is its expression, and Atonement is the Purpose.
*This reminds me of the three-part Godhead. Father/ability/potential, Son/achievement/expression, and Spirit/Atonement/Purpose. Seeming separate, actually the same. WE are each a part of this marvelous Entity.
*I take comfort in the idea that we are all a part of the Atonement. I feel empowered and grateful. I pray this study serves you. The Holy Spirit is the translator that we all need. 

Till next time, God bless, Namaste~
(* Remember I claim no special gifts, they are just my thoughts after a lifetime of trying to understand the will of God, as Jesus taught it, and share it with others from my place of understanding. My comments are as follows: (*…) With the text being in bold print. Crossed out words and phrases from the Urtext did not copy here, so they are made mention to in my comments, if they appear in the transcript. Please bring the Spirit with you to the reading.)
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Universal Reading April 1st thru April 7th

Animal Tarot Cards by Radleigh Valentine
Reading by Yvonne 

11 Strength

The situation on earth right now requires strength with the gentleness of vulnerability. Forgiveness and compassion will rule. We have the ability and courage to meet this challenge. Kindness and patience will be called upon. Perhaps this is the light that we are to shine in the world at this time. To other’s, but also to the self. The lion and the lamb lying down together symbolize what we need on earth today.

Seven of Autumn

Relax, you will be cared for. Things will come around. It may not be as quickly as you would like, but they will happen. We have done the work that we were suppose to do. The crops are growing and it is just a matter of time that they will produce the harvest we desire. This would be a good time to meditate and to reflect on the world that we would like to see. The cow chewing her cud reminds us that all things come in their right time and for our nourishment or betterment.

15 Release

It is time. Release the past. Release the guilt. Come on, you know you could have done better and it is okay, just the way things went down. There is not one of us who is any crazier than the other because we have all thought that this life and challenges were real. A new opportunity awaits. We will all get there eventually, why not be on the crest of the wave? When one door shuts another opens. For things to change for the better, something has to end. Breathe. Let it be.

9 The Hermit

We are meant to shine. One would think that doing, doing, doing in the world is the shining, and yet, it is the inner work that really leads to peace and that sheds the light on the path that others need to travel to find their peace as well. Inside our own minds is where the true alchemy occurs. Pondering, not ruminating, on events and perspectives can open gateways inside us that will eventually lift the weight of the world off of our shoulders. Rote activities that we can do without thinking allow inspiration and the ah-ha’s of life to come forth. Do not be afraid of the mundane. For here may lie our greatest treasure.


There is strength out there right now and it is going in a healthy direction. Be the lion strong and capable while you carry the characteristics of the vulnerable lamb, able to learn new things in this place we call life.
Be steady and patient. The rewards of the harvest are near at hand. The cow does not move swiftly, though there has been seen the occasional jump for joy, especially when heading out into green grass and sunny pastures. Take time to rest a bit. You will want your stamina for the harvest season.

While you are biding your time you might want to release the baggage. Spring cleaning time is here. Open the windows of your home and your heart and mind. Let the breeze come in and feel refreshed. You are an eternal being of great talent and splendor. Strut your stuff, metaphorically at least, and spread your tail feathers like the peacock and let the world know who you are by your humility and ability to let it go.

Fireflies are a delight to see in the meadow. They speak of their own life force and invite others to join them in creation and rejoicing. Likewise, the hermit who goes within sheds a light on the whole consciousness of humanity. Your inner work is always seen and heard. Meditation, prayer, and pondering of the big issues on the back burner of your mind ferment and sprout wonderful possibilities. Your light is a wonderful addition to this world.

Things may not change the way that we expect them to, but perception or perspective of the meaning of existence will. There is much joy to be had. Embrace it and yourself and you help us all grow together.

I offered this as a universal reading, it has touched me on many levels and brings comfort in an ever-changing environment. I pray it serves.

Till next time, God bless, Namaste~

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