We Are The Christ, We Are the Salvation of The Son

We Are The Christ, We Are the Salvation of The Son

There is no other way to look at the doctrine of Christianity than this.

We are not separated, we are a whole.

We cannot be isolated, no matter how alone we may feel.

Ego is threatened by the coming of Christ.

Each ego believes in separation and death. There is neither.

The misunderstood use of the pronoun “I” by Jesus has left the world in confusion for 2,000 years.

Christ is the only one worthy of the word “I”.

Christ is the Whole of Us, not the singular.

When we use it, we use it correctly for “I am the Christ” is a statement of truth for each of us.

Yes, each and everyone.

We are reflections, components of, parts of, manifestations of, a bewildered Christ.

We are a whole. The ego in its confusion will attempt to convince us of our singularity.

The confusion of Christ at how He could “Be” and not have offended God is the core of the confusion humankind has about its identity. This is the basis of all attack of self or of the supposed other.

Yet all that we do (yes, our thoughts create our actions and our actions affect the Whole), all that we are is part of The Christ.

I, you, it, the, an, a, each and every pronoun and article represents a portion of The Son.

In time, all will come to understand this.

When each does, time, as we understand it will end and only true “Being” will be.

All learning is healing of The Self, even in the contrast.

In time, there will be no more learning and only knowing.

The Christ in me greets the Christ in you, Namaste~

Till next time, God Bless!


Michael Jackson’s We Are The World kept running through my mind as I wrote this and during the review of it the day after when I published it.

I watched the halftime at the Superbowl that year and saw the children who gathered to participate.

Mankind thinks expansively and outside of himself. I sense a call to go inward and find the truth.

What I present is a synopsis of my study and observation at this time with Jesus and the Holy Spirit as my Chief Guides.


Twitter users, I can no longer put anything on my account except for these entries. I will leave it stand (meaning my Twitter account under Christa-Ann Godsdaughter). I am considering opening another account under the name of Debra Yvonne. It is part of my birth name and carries great significance for me. May Spirit guide the way.

Independence: Freedom from bondage inside or out.

No one takes away our freedoms, we believe it is possible…and so it is.

Or seems to be.

Do not be confused by what appears real in this world. You come from a higher place and are gently awakening to who you truly are.

Praises and gratitude to our Creator.

It may be through initially acknowledging Him outside ourselves that we find Him and our True Selves inside.

And so it is.


Washington and Back

I have been a Mormon for a long time. I buy in bulk and stock up on all the necessities. As a 60 plus woman who lives alone, I still hoard, as my daughter mentioned after helping clear my apartment (chuckle), when I went to the state of Washington to be near my mother whom I had been told was dying.
I had never thought of myself as a hoarder but even after the return to the Midwest, I see the impact. Even after going through the vehicle that has been packed to the brim for 3 months I find myself holding onto the four pair of tennis shoes, two flip-flops, and four sandals. I only have two feet after all!
I want to keep my life light. In time, I hope to condense my physical trail even further. I wish to leave a psychological/spiritual trail behind me instead of stuff.
I find myself in a place of confusion as to where my physical being needs to be. I loved the energy of the nature in Washington. It lends itself very well to inspiring divine thoughts of oneness with all creation.
Holding my hands palms-out to the ocean I felt as if the creatures of the Bay were lending me their energy and confirmation of the work that I have dedicated the remainder of my physical existence here to proclaim.
I had gotten a job, found a doctor that I adored, and could see that reasonable rates for housing were to be found if one was ready and quick to respond.
The Spirit prompted me to try one more time to see mom. Maybe I would not be turned away. Mama knows why I am not there, without a doubt. She suspected as much from the get-go. It was me who was naive.
The Spirit knew that her Power of Attorney would be there as well. “Why are you here trying to see my mother?” As I looked into the eyes of my youngest sibling I finally started to see what others had been trying to tell me.
I was not welcome. I was not wanted. Ownership of a human being would rule the day. It really was ownership of pain and confusion that had built up over years of misunderstanding. The layers of truth that poured out from the Spirit that I follow was tremendous. In the moment, though, I focused on my breathing and waited to see how things would land. The verdict passed through the official channels and I was instructed to leave the facility that housed my mother.
Money still talks loudest in this world and as Power of Attorney, since mother has not been assisted to communicate her own wishes, the ability to remove her from her home of 30 years if necessary would not be too high a card to play since mama is considered to be in a serious place of dementia by some (and not by others besides myself).
I do not know if it went that far. I was not privy to those conversations. I only know that the conversation occurred where my sister’s wishes where expressed so that they could not be misunderstood.
I had not traveled this far to force the hand of my sister into legal action to keep me from my mother. I had come to be a support and strength to a family that had struggled over many years. To “get in her face” was not a part of my objective.
Before the day was out I knew that I had to return to the Midwest. I did not question long the thought that occurred which was; “Why was it necessary for me to give up my established lifestyle in the Midwest if I was only to be here a short time?”.
I knew that this mindset was the one that I needed. It allowed me to experience the various things that would occur in these three months and thereafter. These things and that decision were part of the plan that would establish the groundwork that would allow me to move forward in my life and teach and learn as I had planned in the pre-existence with Jesus at my side and the counsels of heaven approving each step.
We will be stretched and stretched, like taffy and we will feel that we have broken, yet over time we will become as flexible and fluid as that lovely taffy candy able to be bent and molded to the pattern and plan of the life that we were called to.
I am not broken. Every pull and tug stretches me to show me the strength of my endurance. I am a puzzle to many. I know this. I do not wish to confront humanity or point fingers of attack and reproach.
Rather, I wish to point to Christ and to show us the possible misinterpretations of the words of Jesus that we might understand the very nature of what we are and our potential and glory as Children of God.
So my journey continues, first to stabilize my compass and determine where I need to lay my head, at least for a time, so that I may continue my writing course with Hay House and prepare the book proposal for the contest they are running.
I have signed up for early retirement so that I may be allowed the freedom to write the many books that I have in my heart to shed light on the condition of mankind and the Love of God. My funds will not be great, yet neither are my needs. I hope my books will be read by others and that someday I may be allowed to head a discussion about our divinity and what that means to us all.
My writing opens the way for the Spirit to teach me and that is the supreme reward. You may ask “And how do you know that it is a righteous spirit that you are following Deb?” That is a fair question and I, like you, do not have guarantees in this life. All I know is that it is a relationship that I have cultivated over a lifetime and that voice, that guidance, which I came to understand by following the path that Jesus has led me on, is undeniable and gives me such feelings of peace and joy and hope for humanity that I will give all I am to follow in faith, “…line upon line, precept by precept, here a little, there a little…” just as Jesus was (and is).
To God be the glory, great things He hath done!
Till next time, bye for now,
Debi, Deb, Debra, Debbie, Christa-Ann,…

I Believe It Is Okay To Feel Lost Sometimes

I feel a bit lost.
I admit that.
Do I stay in Washington state, near my mother and some siblings who have decided my visiting mom is detrimental to her welfare or do I return to the Midwest and focus on my writing while being able to see six of eighteen grandchildren and 1 of 4 great-grandchildren?
As a homeless person of the past several weeks, I have experienced a lot of things.
First off, let me note, I know there are others who would have confidence and resolve their issues quickly. Familiarity with Craigslist and the ways of the world make it simple. I acknowledge that I wade through my own sphere of demons and meet the day as best I can. Judge me if you must, I know others could live my life much better.
The ability to maintain my own sense of “Walking in Spirit” is a priority for me.
I desire to use this body form that I have for the benefit of the Christ of whom I know I am a part.
God is not a question for me. He is omnipotent (all-powerful), omniscient (all-knowing), and omnipresent (everywhere), even as He is silent knowing that I must choose the way back into remembrance of His love.
I know at the same time that He is not a part of this Hell that I have allowed myself to be a part of for it is only in my mind that it exists.
The god that we speak of here in this world is in-fact Source. The source of our sense of scarcity, shame, and self-loathing. It is The Only Begotten Son, who is seeking to awaken to the presence of the Father and His all-encompassing love. Sadly, it appears to be taking a long time because it is you and I who get to do the work to help him awaken.
Knowing I am a component of a multi-personalitied entity (meaning I am a partial manifestation of The Christ) and that those I seem to perceive outside myself are likewise a component of a greater Whole is something that is taking me a bit to adjust to.
My spirit is rejoicing in this witness. I gladly give away my identity to be absorbed into the Christ Wholeness. This may come easily to me as I have not been in a position where I felt a sense of real belonging in this sea that we call humanity.
I have not quite reconciled how to take care of the body so easily though. And which part of the continent would it serve the best?
All that I have prayed about and witnessed as I watch for signs from the angels says that the west coast is where I belong.
Yet I crave the comforts of having a space to myself and being available to plan my activities and have a secure space for my writing.
Is it true that I have no rights as a daughter to see my mother if my sister has power of attorney? Do I simply accept that and walk away from a woman that I believe knows and needs me now?
Living with your head and heart turned to the Lord is bound to take you on adventures that you only dreamed of and have yet to recall.
I rejoice in the witness that all is unfolding exactly as it should. And that all my needs will be met in abundance in their proper time.
Till next time.
Namaste~ God Bless us Every One
Debi, Debra, Deb, aka Christa-Ann

Homelessness Sucks!

Being homeless sucks!
just sayin…..

Personally, I do not believe that homelessness is caused by economics, drugs, or such things though I agree that it would seem so on the surface and that you can point to those things in individual cases…..
rather, I believe that homelessness is caused by the lack of human engagement…the inability for humanity to see one another, more importantly, to see himself in the other person’s eyes.
then again I could be wrong. hahaha, but my thoughts matter in the realm of the world that we unitedly create.

Affirmations: Light/Universal Power

~from Louise Hay ❤ Heart Thoughts cards

I let my whole being vibrate with light.

I know that the universal power is everywhere, in every person, place, and thing.

(See the magic and greet the light which each of us is a part of. ~CAG)


Angel Reminder


Reaching out to the Unicorn in life.

Do you look for the magic?

Do you know it is there, every day?

Do you see the fun?

Habits for Maintaining Freedom

I was a Mormon for thirty years. There I developed routine study habits of scripture, prayer, and journal writing. This practice serves me well currently, even though I no longer feel that I can live under the umbrella of that guidance any longer.

Moses said “I would be glad if they were all prophets.” and indeed we are. This is no sacred privilege for only a few. It is a sacred privilege given to all who profess Christ. The witness of Christ is the Spirit of Prophecy.

(Please do not think I speak only of Jesus. When I speak of Christ I speak of all “fabrication” as The One Son. Fabrication being that which decays and dies awaiting its awakening to the reality of that which it is as The Son of God.)

When Are We Going To Decide Who We Are?

“Instead of letting the media do it for us?” Apparently I had been looking at a “long hair make over”, it is food for thought though. Who really decides who you are? Is it society, deity, Facebook, Pinterest? Remember school days, about 8 years old when you really start who you are compared to who others are. Who was in your life about that time? Who were your caregivers? Were they there for you or were you sort of babysat, without any real engagement with the people you were a part of?

Seems TV, addictions of all forms…legal and not, as well as tradition or convention decide who we are and what we will be in any given moment. Are we trapped, ugly, fat, misunderstood, struggling, competing, hiding, trying? Louise L. Hay has done a lot of work to open the doors and show us that we are what we think. Along with this, comes the understanding that as we change what we think we may change what we are.

The gospel of Jesus Christ gives us an understanding of The Trinity, The Godhead, The Three in One. Do you believe this? Do you profess it? Father, Son, and Holy Ghost; this is what this claims we are. People have not understood this. They have separated themselves from God and felt themselves even to be at odds with Him. That is a bit odd isn’t it! No wonder those who leave the faith find themselves often with no choice but atheism and a disbelief in God altogether.

Mankind is the one who separated Jesus from the rest of us. That was not his choice. Aware of His innocence before God and man, He thought He could atone and take away the self hatred of mankind. This did not occur though. Man made Him into a super hero and the idol that we could cast stones at or worship as we look to him instead of acknowledging the love and omnipresence and omnipotence of God. Darlings, You are a part of The Three in One. You are God, Son, and Holy Spirit.

You come to see contrast so you can remember your mission and all it is is to forgive the Son for thinking He has separated from God, from what He is. The creation carries the DNA of the Creator. We are truly all connected and we have allowed ourselves to believe that we have separated. Yep, you are a part of that chocolate cake you made this afternoon. Awaken yourself, awaken the world.

Do not give up on humanity, do not give up on yourself. You are a significant component in the Salvation of the World. May we embrace what we are willing to receive and value ourselves right where we are today. The Spirit will guide us the rest of the way. Even our confusion and discontent is exactly where God wants us to be. He is not wasteful nor frivolous.

Till next time, God bless us all, in the name of Christ, Amen.



Would You Have the Faith to say Cut the Rope?

This was four years ago…

“In Sacrament (the first hour of meetings at The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter day Saints) we had fast and testimony. People from the congregation stand up front and share their faith promoting stories in Jesus Christ. Many wonderful testimonies were shared. One struck me powerfully and I asked permission to be able to share it. He gave it quickly and with a smile.

In his youth he enjoyed rock climbing. He was on a double date in college and, in the process of going up the mountain side, one of the girls hair became entangled in the figure 8. Those familiar with rock climbing will recognize that as the rope configuration that is just above you and keeps you attached securely to the protecting ropes that are holding you secure so that you do not fall.

The young woman was 15 feet in the air above a ledge where the two young men were and the other young woman was above where the rope was secured. These young people were church members and after assessing their situation and offering prayer and they finally decided there were two options. Cut the young woman’s hair, which she did not want to do or cut the rope.”

I did not write enough and do not remember what the outcome was of this real event but it does give me food for thought today. I feel like this is where I am in life. In my 61st birthday month I find myself at a loss. No closer to “fitting in” or blending with humanity than I did at 13 or 30, my relationships are fragile at best. All except my relationship with self and Spirit, they are stronger than they have ever been in my memory. Because of this I find I am not afraid to speak my truth.

My hypothesis and belief is ever evolving and not fully internalized at this point in time but is that not where life rides or resides? Ever evolving, linear in thought and deed, we believe we are creating a new scenario and yet are only remembering the possibilities of all that has ever been or ever will be. I feel the need to share what I understand today.

I have not found any theory that describes it quite in the way I have received it. In fact, it is rather inside out to what most have understood in today’s society or in what I have studied of known history. Yet, for me, it gives answers, real potential, and empowerment where only mysterious belief and hope in something outside ourselves has been accepted. We seem content to allow life to consume us and change in form and circumstance on a never ending cycle of existence shattered by decay. Even in my faith of yesterday, in the teaching of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, the hope was alive only for those faithful and strong enough to endure to the end. Somehow I believe that God and mankind are bigger than the evil and mistakes of the blinded human mind and inclination.

As we move into a new era, it is obvious that something quite dramatic is needed for humanity to let go of the ever prevalent life/struggle/destruction scenario. I am willing to “cut the rope” on that which holds me so frailly in the good graces of society and take a chance on believing in the grace and goodwill of our Creator and His origin. You will notice that I have not chosen to give up God or on God, but rather I have chosen to give up my clinging to an outdated societal mentality that declares this is all there is to existence. I am not bitter and feel only love and forgiveness; not for supposed wrongs but for our believing that anything but the Love of God even exists.

Yes, I am one who says the sorrowful things never occurred and that rankles some of us to the core. Please understand that does not mean that the psyche of man has not believed himself to be under duress and horrible victimization since Cain thought he could take something from his brother and Able believed it was possible to die and we have suffered greatly because of it. The joy of the true gospel is that truth will wash away all the affects of these types of belief and man will see himself abundant and indestructible.

The absolute beauty of it is that there are no boundaries placed on the potential of mankind and all of creation. The only thing that I know at this time is that suffering was never meant to be a part of it. Joy, rejoicing, and glorifying God in our eternal and abundant creation is our birthright, calling, and Being. A witness of The Son and gratitude to The Father is our only requirement as far as I can see. It is Grace in its true form. It is recognizing The Self in God and God in The Self, as well as The Self and God in all around you.

The point of the story in sacrament meeting was one of trust. Trusting enough to give the okay and let go. We have heard this principle before. As we move into an age of enlightenment for all mankind we will need to exercise the ability to let go. In doing so I believe we will find we have the capacity to FLY above whatever appears to be holding us down in this cycle of destruction today.

May God bless each of us according to our willingness to receive. In Jesus name, Amen. Namaste~

Freedom Knows What Fear Is And Where It Truly Belongs

This is my statement from four years ago. “The scripture says a lot about fear. We have received very specific and clear direction. We have been told to fear the Lord and also to put our trust in him.”

As I reflect on this today I think of F.E.A.R., False Evidence Appearing Real. Everywhere there is something to be afraid of so much so that people today are very disturbed if they feel a tone of frustration of anger. “Squelch it as soon as possible by whatever means” seems to be the by word. I must tell you that coming from a place where I needed to get angry to climb out of very challenging situations as a child, a youth, and throughout my adult years I would rather see someone express controlled anger than behind your back manipulation and calculated getting even.

In terms of working with the Christ that we are, we want to move forward in hope and faith. That faith in the knowledge that we are being cared for and guided by those under the direction of God and at our own request. This includes remembering that we are spiritual beings having a mortal experience. Today I believe that while we do retain our individual, personality and physical memories like a dream eternally, I do not believe that we are limited to one experience in the material world. I embrace reincarnation as a gift from God to allow us to grow and experience, at least until we are willing to awaken and remember what our ultimate purpose is which I believe is to assist in restoring The Son to remembrance of The Father (God).

I use to fear offending others or not being there for my children or grandchildren. Today I see the world so differently that I know that they each made an agreement with Jesus and Christ to fulfill something that Christ wanted to experience. I recently had to remember that animals, too, have made choices in the lives that they are living.

I am one who wants to defend and fix everything and knowing all creation has its personal contract with Christ and with God is huge in understanding and remembering to let others have their contract existence. In other words, let them have their pain! Oh my! Doesn’t that sound like you just do not care?!! Well, at first it might seem so, but give it a chance. What I believe you will find is that you gain healthier boundaries for yourself and you allow them to be more autonomous or self guided.

May God grant us a remembrance of who we are and our relationship to Him, Ourselves, Others, the world, and beyond. Till next time, IJN, Amen, Namaste~

Freedom Can Be As Easy As Changing the Words You Use

I could not agree with this statement any more. The words that we use have power. Everyday we are speaking to our heart and from our hearts. We bare witness of what we believe about life and about our place in it.

Here is what I said 4 years ago:

“Have you thought about what freedom means? Isn’t it about choice? When we say that I “have to” do something we are telling ourselves that we have no choice. When we change that to I “get to” or I “want to” it makes all the difference in our attitude and our subconscious minds will get the message as well and know that this is a joy and not a burden.  I really took this to heart in a class taught in college by Lou Tice (www.thepacificinstitute.com)

The words we use create an image in our minds and they are very powerful. That goes for the ones we send out to others and the ones that we send out to ourselves.”

I still agree and would add the addition that will change the world! To understand that it is the life of Christ that you are living and that He has sent you on a journey that will include pain and suffering. This is because we still have within our DNA the false thought from our Creator, The Christ, that He had about His need to be punished for separating from God.

If we are to be truly free our language will need to reflect a recognition of this part of our being along with two other criteria. One is that we acknowledge our forgiveness of Christ and even our witness that all this sorrow just is not a truth we choose to continue to condone, accept, or acknowledge. The second thing is to give thanks and glory to both Christ and God, The Father for the abundance that They have provided for us on a daily basis.

Now I am not speaking about positive thinking. I am speaking of living as if one believes that God Is. When you really stop to think about it, you will see the logic in it; once you get over the idea that so much suffering must have happened because it is recorded and you may even thought that you have lived it.

The point is, you can either live in the contrast, which is the darkness, or you can live in the light and truth that God Is and that because of this We may know of Christ’s innocence and purity.

I understand that this is a bit more challenging than just changing our language, but that is a great place to start. The Bible teaches us to give thanks in all things and to seek first the Kingdom of God and all things shall be added unto you. This is something we may all partake in personally and, indeed, must be undergone by all components of creation so as to allow The Only Begotten Son of God to awaken to His true Self.

Till next time, may you receive all the blessings you are willing to receive, in Jesus name, Amen.



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