Looking for a Scapegoat?

I do have a Universal Reading for this week. It will be up later today.


You might think that I am looking for a scapegoat because I feel that it is Jesus who put us in this mess. That really is not so. I wanted to say I love him but I do not believe in love anymore. Not in the way that I have heard of it over the years.


I believe in compassion. I believe in gratitude. I believe in the power of the Holy Spirit to lift the weights of this world off our shoulders and give us room to breathe and see the truth that lies before our faces.


Gender identity and family collapse, our eyes being open to the subtle and not so subtle abuses of humanity one to another are signs, not of our decay, but of Christ waking up to who he truly is as a god and as an omnipresent, omnipotent, and omniscient presence found in each and every one of us.


It is truly a time of rejoicing, even though it seems to the individual ego that all hell is breaking loose and causing an annihalation to all that we thought that we were. Do not get caught in the emotion of it all.


Understand that there truly is just one. Just one of us. And he is innocent and so beloved by his Father.


This is so different from what I taught my children as I raised them. Could they be anything but confused by me? I say I know not of love and yet that is one thing that I have known about my father and my children. I am blessed to know, from inside of me, of their love for me.


I think it is a gift that I was given to balance the witness of what I would be asked to see in the world. I chose to remember the love in the moment and proceded in life that way.


Today, I still know of the love and the connection we all have, yet, I am hypersensitive to the competition and misguided sexual energy, as well as those who are looking for another to hang onto like a life buoy, because they feel themselves drowning and do not know where to look for the answers.


I know our oneness. And I feel sorrow for the lack of connection that we find in society. I am sorry for this and do not believe that this is the way that Christ would have us be.


If we could only see him in each other and embrace the raw, rich, magnificent divinity that we are.


I see it in some circles. I sense it trying to come to the surface. I just watched Dumplin’ with Jennifer Aniston and Danielle Macdonald. I see shimmers of awakening there.


We are in a brilliant part of existence and we are a part of the speed-up that will set us free from the bonds of time and space and give place for the true birth of the true Christ in all his glory.


I am grateful to have this witness and to be a part of it.


In Jesus name, Amen.


Afterthoughts:


I wonder if the creation that has continued is the 5000+ selves we each have in the sphere of existence. (I believe that we are 144,000 original thoughts of Christ that are trapped in the state of time and space to work out the error of the thought of separation.)


Do not fight what life gives you. Seek counsel from the Holy Spirit and your inner voice, however, you see that; your gut, your heart, your intuition, your 6th sense. Follow it and you will be on track, no matter what it looks like out there.


If you have want of anything, just stop a moment, and realize that someone, somewhere is experiencing that which you desire and that this memory will be yours, as we all are one.  There is no lack. Period.


The word love, as I have used it in this post is far different from what I believe is actually true love which lies only in the presence and awareness (most easily accessed through gratitude) of The Father of Christ. We have only a shadow of that glory.

That shadow is accessible to each of us unless we have a life contract to do something void of love to lift humanity out of its coma. The shadow can perform miracles, imagine what the full presence will be like!


Till next time, God bless, Namaste~

About Yvonne Debra Simmons aka Christa-Ann Faith Godsdaughter

Welcome: Please read at your own risk and be responsible for your own edification and enlightenment. Disclaimer: I no longer consider myself a traditional Christian. I do still follow the Jesus I have come to know and I follow the Holy Spirit, as I recognize Him. I believe that Jesus taught us that we are the Christ and the "I Am" he referred to encompassed all of us. Thus, I believe we have misunderstood many teachings of Jesus. I consider myself a seeker and a believer in humanity and that there is a purpose to being; and an answer as to why we have the suffering that we do. I believe that the Holy Spirit is the instructor we should seek and that means trusting your own heart and being responsible for the guidance we follow. That means learning to hear and heed the voice of warning, instruction, or confirmation. I continue to be a student and an observer. Watching for something that tells me my hypothesis is wrong, or that I need to tweak it in some way. Writing is my greatest instructor these days. When I begin a book I do not know where it will end up or how it will develop, but I do know that I will be a changed person when I finish, knowing myself better. That may just be the best we can hope for in life. I feel as if I have died and gone to heaven numerous times as I have uncovered secrets that I long to share. My body will age and fulfill the contract I made with Christ (meaning all of us) to bare witness of His divine curse of suffering, but my spirit and intellect will bare witness of His innocence and the beauty and expanse of The Father's Love for His Son. To me, this, for now, is the ultimate freedom. I wish no argument with anyone. May we each be true to our own conscience. God bless us every One, Namaste~
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