Please bring a prayer and the Holy Spirit with you. Text is bold type, (see link to text below) my comments have *asterisk*
ASIDE: Tell B. he is right in providing you with the consistent strength you need to get, and he needs to offer.
*Realize that this is the beginning of their journey together. Ken has not yet entered the picture. Helen and Bill are working as a team. Both are committed to finding answers to the human psychic dilemma.
Your instability and his weakness have resulted from bad karmic choices, and your relationship NOW is crucial for the future.
*The two of them had shared a past life where Helen betrayed Bill. NOW they have the opportunity to turn this around by participating in bringing forth A Course In Miracles.
*Sadly, Helen did not accomplish this in this lifetime. She did give us the Course. But on a personal level, she repeated the betrayal by letting Ken take the role he did in the Course and brush Bill aside.
*Jesus would not and could not force her to accept these things. (That is not his role for her or for us.) She had to do that for herself. Force is not a component of the divine, even though it “seems” possible here in the illusion.
*I am not one who believes in karma. I believe, rather, in Christ’s desire to see Himself punished for leaving His Father. So, was Jesus lying here when he says they made bad karmic choices? No, he was speaking in a language or context they would understand. They both accepted the possibility of the vision/dream about their past life together.
*Jesus was telling them that hurtful choices of the past could be why they accepted this role today. They both needed a reason to do this work, because neither were believers in Christianity. They did not do it out of obedience. They did it out of affection for one another and themselves, as well as for humanity at large.
*We really want to not get strung out over words and look at the timing and context of the meaning.
You must both exert every effort to restore it to what it once was. Both of you are correcting where you have failed before. This has already enabled you to fulfill a very unexpected role in your own joint salvation, and the salvation of many other children I will intrust (*entrust) increasingly to you.
*What it once was may be referring to before the idea of separation presented itself to the Son. The door has been open and Helen has been given an opportunity. I suspect that she did not trust herself any more than she trusted Jesus. And I believe her sexual attraction to Bill played a huge part in this. She did not understand its true meaning as a witness of the singularity of the Sonship.
These are by no means chosen at random.
*Nothing happens randomly.
B. should know that his preparation is not only in terms of sharing in the results of your better application of some rather unusual talents.
*There seemed to be an idea that Helen was more important here as she was the one given the dictation. Jesus is telling Bill of his importance in this process.
*From what I studied I do not feel that Ken understood or respected this. He became the escape route for Helen not to face her true feelings and have the growth she had the potential to receive in this life.
*Makes me wonder what opportunities I, and others, have missed out on because we took the easy road.
His own role, which he will understand after his preparation is complete, will be equally surprising.
*I suspect the yin/yang, male/female component are at play here. When a woman loves someone, she will give all that she has and is to help him accomplish his goals. Without that internal drive she would not have been able to accomplish a task she actually found very distasteful.
*The fact that Bill was a homosexual, and would not respond to her affection in a physical way was significant, as well. It allowed them to complete a good portion of the assignment without it becoming lost in the snare of an affair.
He will need your help then, as you need his strength now.
*The union that they could have had was not realized. I am not speaking of a sexual one, but of the miracle actualizing between the two of them. I am not saying that they did not accept the miracle that Jesus was teaching them about in other ways, but the one between the two of them did not occur.
*Peace and joy were not experienced, accept momentarily, between the two, including up to Helen’s death, as testified in Bill’s words and his keeping his distance, even in her last year of life. They did speak on the phone regularly, so they both knew the connection was there.
*They may have greater healing by now on the other side of the veil. I am humbly hoping that my work with the Course may assist with that.
Note that you DO NOT need his help as a scribe, because you developed this ability by your own efforts, and finally placed them at MY disposal.
*He did act as scribe, by typing up the notes she did in shorthand. But this was not the need he fulfilled.
*I suspect his role was declaring the desire for answers for humanity and Jesus used Helen’s affection for Bill to bring it about. A joint effort actualized as Jesus was allowed a place in their psyche. She did not come to Jesus through the teachings of the Bible, but rather through the reality of his role as manifesting CEO of the Plan of Humanity’s Redemption.
By lending you his strength, he strengthens himself. When he gains this through his own efforts, he will need your help in a very unexpected way. But this is just another example of the reciprocal nature of miracles.
*The concept that giving is receiving.
*Bill and Helen’s relationship was significant. I believe all of ours are and that the Miracle of the Atonement, and our equality and worthiness of it, are key to bringing the world into a greater place of peace and potential.
Till next time, God bless, Namaste~