20 Review and Contemplation
You have accomplished much. You are at a point of choosing who you are going to be. Be true to who you are and do not just follow convention. Reflect on the past and present with compassion and you will understand your purpose and calling.
In my heart it is to acknowledge The Christ in all I see and forgive the Guilty Conscience that believes shame and punishment are His reward. I declare His innocence and shout Hallelujah to The Father for His Deliverance. I choose not to participate in the conventions that glorify His demise and dismissal.
2 Go Within
Breathe. Take time in meditation and prayer. Be patient in what seems to be happening. Manifestation comes after the witness. Your dreams may help you sort things out. Do not be concerned about taking action right now. Listen to and trust your emotions and intuition, you will not be steered in the wrong direction. Believe in the kindness and wisdom, you are being directed.
Guardian of Thought
“You may be called upon to be a spokesperson for a cause that is close to your heart. Your angels will give you the perfect words, and you’ll do brilliantly. You may be asked to be a mentor or find one yourself. This situation involves someone who’s professional, with a positive attitude and fresh ideas. This person (who could be you) may be emotionally unavailable.”
How I wish I could have a chance to share what I understand about the essence of man! As I was preparing to read this one and write it up I was thinking about my children and how I can no longer be there in traditional ways. If there was a death I would be useless because how I think is so different from where they are currently and that hurt me deeply. Reading this card, though, tells me I may have a greater purpose than being there in the moment of trauma. Emotionally unavailable, not because I do not care, but because I do and I believe there are answers to these questions humanity has and I will do my part to reveal them.
What do you have to share with us? Your voice is needed. The supposed cost is only part of the dream/illusion. You cannot lose what never was and what God has joined together cannot be torn apart. Nothing can truly separate us; nothing.
Two of Action
With the cards that came with this about going within and understanding how thought is so powerful I suspect this card may be advising us to be careful who we join with in our endeavors. You need not fulfill someone else’s life purpose. Know that you are not alone, ever. Continue your work and watch for someone who has a purpose that is inline with where you know your heart is guiding you. Have a worldview, but do not be pulled off your path. Again, there is no rush, patience is a virtue in the long run.
As a species we are reflecting on where we have been, what we have tolerated, and where we want to go. We are headed in the right direction.
Prayer and meditation will give you opportunity to hear your own voice, do not be afraid of it and do not be discouraged because things are not moving along as quickly as you want them to. There is order in all things.
Do not be afraid to find ways to professionally share your message. The world needs to hear from you now.
There may be others who understand and can walk beside you on your path. Do not be afraid to walk away from those with whom you will butt heads because they are taking care of another part of the vineyard. Nothing wrong with being independent if that is where you find yourself.
Till next time, God Bless, Namaste~