My mind holds only what I think with God.
* Some things wanted to come through in this review, having to do with Elon. And they were kind of big and personal, and it took some doing to get hold of the energy enough to be able to write.
* That is why it has taken me so long to get it posted.
* Play along with me, won’t you?
* Let me use my imagination to reveal the mystery that is GOD, for HE WOULD NOT BE A MYSTERY TO HIS SON. THIS IS NOT HIS WILL.
1(135) If I defend myself I am attacked.
* The fact that GOD IS, and that I know that is so, means that I have nothing to defend against, and if I think that I do, I am responding to something that could not be real.
* When a mom or a dad thinks they need to protect their child to the extent that they do not allow them to have a life of their own, they have crippled the child on a level that removes the child’s identity because it is lost in the projections of the parent.
* I have been in that in more than one relationship in my life, and I am sure that many can relate.
* The best the child can do is “peek out” now and again from the adult body (once they are grown) of the child and “pretend” to have a life. The “child” still in there not knowing if it is okay to BE or not. Heavenly Father does not leave any question in His Son’s mind that HE IS FATHER AND THE SON MAY HAVE EXPRESSION BECAUSE HIS FATHER WANTS IT TO BE SO. Denying God’s reality sets us up for the other. As adults we add others to the mix that tell us who we are, clergy, teachers, society, and so forth. The child of God that we will always be hides away believing he has no voice.
* The projection, which is what the well-meaning protection of the parent is, would be brought on from the belief in lack. The belief that their child is not good enough or strong enough, AND that God is not present in that child’s life and existence.
* This can (and eventually will be) UNDONE, but the parental is strong and, well, is a replacement for that which belongs to Father, if you want to know the truth. It is not love but possessiveness masquerading as love that comes from the “parent” who needs the child to shine so that they (the parents) have meaning in existence.
* Therefore, it is VITAL that we SEE GOD FIRST IN ALL THINGS.
* I witnessed this strongly in a recent relationship.
* I suspect that the reason it is so clear to me is that Father wants this addressed, and it would be a significant block to what he is telling me that Elon and I, or someone else who has been set up for that role, are PRIME TO PERSONIFY.
* Maybe I am visualizing myself there just to show (personify) how audacious you NEED to be or WANT to be, when you know FATHER IS IN CHARGE. 
* God loves an audience, and let’s face it, society (HIS SON) loves a show.
* (I do not believe this is the case but,) If Elon is “run by his mum” then I have no desire to be anywhere near him because I would be plowed over with love-bombing and then, no relationship because he is not there, she is or rather her fear for him is, which was the case in my last situation. I pray that he sees this and finds a way to be himself knowing he is good enough. ~Remember these are just stories we tell ourselves and are NOT to be seen as real and used to beat each other up, emotionally or otherwise.
* I long to see the robots and self-driven vehicles, because I want to internalize and visualize a world with them abundantly in it, and it is like seeing the ocean in a video or in person, you want the REAL thing. Or as close as you can get. And, there is no place where God is not. I want to contemplate what that means for our future, though NO FORM should interfere with the FACT that GOD IS WHAT MUST BE SEEN BY THE SON IN ALL THINGS. ~ But it still would be fun to see them. Scary, maybe too, but that is part of the undoing of the fear that we have placed upon the psyche of the Son.
* The take-off of that rocket ship the other night lit a fire in me I didn’t know was there. (It was a lot more effective than any pornography, that’s for sure! YUCK!) The expression of those who know how to inspire others to work together to make the imagined freedom and existence of one another is an art, not to be ignored no matter what form it expresses itself. THAT is GOD shining through the Son and, um, VERY DESIRABLE.
* That means that I am playing with the idea of going to Texas one way or another. I intend to give my all to what SPIRIT is willing to assist me in discovering in this lifetime. If I do not experience it in form, at least I can write about it.
* That applies to what I was speaking about in relationships. You want the REAL PERSON or as close as they can get to showing themselves to you, and then you grow inward together, uncovering and releasing that which hides God and His Son within each other.
* I know this seems counterintuitive, but that is what we crave when we join with others in the discovery of self and God, and the reuniting of the male/female energy that exists within us all.
* Only in seeing both the Father and the Son in our sexual or life partners, will we reach that unitedly.
* A single person integrates the male and female energies within themselves and yields control and comparison to the protection and celebration of existence as the Son.
* Since Father started creation and it has never been stopped (not even with the confusion of separation) this “implosion,” if you will, leads to greater and greater bliss which will manifest as a higher level of sexual activity in humans because it is there that we feel the closest to God, contrary to the propaganda of those who would keep us in fear mode, so they may feed off of that energy.
* This is the journey that we are all on. We want to see God revealed. Even more than we want to “be” God, believe it or not. The LIGHT, which is UNDERSTANDING of His Truth, is bringing this closer every day.
(136) Sickness is a defense against the truth.
* THINK SICKNESS OF THE MIND HERE.
* The mind that forgets God’s reality, hides us and HYMN, and is the cause of MENTAL ILLNESS, which is the cause of ALL that distresses the Son of God, no matter the form they take.
(ACIM, W-148.1:1-2)
* Without my comments:
My mind holds only what I think with God.
1(135) If I defend myself I am attacked.
(136) Sickness is a defense against the truth.
Till next time, God Bless, debi
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