Today’s review will cover these ideas:
1. (69) My grievances hide the light of the world in me.
* Please understand that when you walk in SPIRIT you will see the ego and its costumes and stories. ACKNOWLEDGING THESE IS NOT HOLDING A GRIEVANCE BECAUSE YOU KNOW IT IS PART OF THE ILLUSION.
²My grievances show me what is not there, and hide from me what I would see.
* Your grievances also show you what will need to be cleaned up in the psyche of the United Consciousness.
* It is the understanding and teaching that there can be no grievances that has allowed the increased decay of society.
(*30th)
³Recognizing this, what do I want my grievances for?
* DO NOT TAKE THIS TO MEAN THAT YOU ARE NOT TO SEE WHAT IS WRONG IN THE WORLD OF ILLUSION.
* This has to do with what locks us in ego.
* I would have preferred it said a different way because EGO MENTALITY REALLY TOOK US FOR A RIDE ON THIS.
* What Jesus was referring to is the narcissistic mentality that sees all the issues that create mayhem “OUT THERE” and NOT within your own mind and belief in separation from God.
* “OUT THERE” is not an issue when you understand that there is ONLY ONE SON and IT Embodies ALL OF CREATION.
* Then you know that (1) ALL ARE INNOCENT, (2) THAT YOU, YOURSELF, MENTALLY HAVE BEEN A PART OF WHAT CREATED THE PROBLEM, AND (3) THAT IT IS NOT REAL BECAUSE GOD ALONE IS.
* Without this primary foundation of understanding you will read these grievance statements as if you are to simply let “everyone off the hook” if you are going to be a good person and that is NOT the case.
* I do not even believe in using my energy on “forgiving in this lifetime” anymore because to do so makes it real. Rather, observe, LISTEN TO SPIRIT, and reassess healthy boundaries regularly.
* NOW, along with this I am LOOKING TO GOD FOR EVERYTHING THAT I STAND IN NEED OF.
* I AM ALSO PRAYING FOR THE WHOLE SONSHIP OF CHRIST AND FOR THEIR WILLINGNESS TO RECEIVE ALL BLESSINGS TO BE A PART OF THEIR AWARENESS SO THAT THEY MIGHT BE WILLING TO GIVE UP THEIR FALSE STORIES ABOUT THEMSELVES AND OTHERS, SO THAT THEY WILL BE ABLE TO RECEIVE THE BLESSINGS FATHER WANTS TO POUR OUT ON THEM.
* This is a lot different than the ruminating thoughts, and speaking, of how a young man purposely drives his “loud mufflered” vehicle in front of your house in the wee hours of the morning, after leaving his girlfriend’s house. (I wonder if there is a bit of jealousy there?) This attitude is spread all over town because your complaint cannot be kept to yourself, leads to him revving the engine on his next vehicle at the end of your block and doing the same thing just because he knows it bothers you.
* That is an example of bully creating bully. And THIS is the kind of grievance that is being spoken of in these lessons that need to be let go of through the ONLY TRUE FORGIVENESS of the Atonement that forgives the original error of belief in the possibility of separation from God.
* And think about it. Once we have God in the picture we will KNOW that we have EVERYTHING so jealousy will not be an issue. We will know that when one part of the Son of God is Blessed ALL ARE BLESSED, so we will rejoice in each other’s successes.
* Our physiology does not change so that we do not hear the vehicle, our mental attitude changes so that we count it a part of our “happy dreams” and sleep like a baby.
⁴They keep me in darkness and hide the light.
* I hope that you picked that up in my story. 
* I cannot help but wonder if that is the process that leads us into all-out war, and what we really want set aside if we care about ourselves and those who come after.
⁵Grievances and light cannot go together, but light and vision must be joined for me to see.
* Vision will be seeing as God does, Wholistically.
* And THIS IS A PROCESS THAT WE ARE LEARNING BECAUSE OF THE “UNLEARNING” THAT MUST TAKE PLACE DUE TO THE LONG-TIME FOCUS ON SEPARATION.
⁶To see, I must lay grievances aside.
* The way to do this IS NOT BY DISCRETIONARY ( YOU PICK WHO GETS FORGIVEN) FORGIVENESS IN THE ILLUSION, BUT BY ERASING
“ALL THAT IS” FROM THE BELIEF IN SEPARATION BY FORGIVENESS OF JESUS’ ORIGINAL ERROR.
* THIS LITERALLY MEANS THAT YOU DO NOT KNOW WHAT ANYTHING IS FOR OR WHAT IS GOING ON AND LEAVES YOU ENTIRELY AT THE MERCY OF GOD, THE ONE ORIGINAL UNIVERSAL CREATOR AND FATHER TO US ALL.
* I understand this might seem scary but TRY IT just for an hour or a day and let your practice get longer. Let the INNER GUIDANCE SYSTEM that Jesus has told us about give you confidence in FATHER. Not in Christ, IE. The Son, but in FATHER, the ONE ORIGINAL UNIVERSAL CREATOR AND FATHER TO US ALL.
⁷I want to see, and this will be the means by which I will succeed.
2. Specific applications for this idea might be made in these forms:
²Let me not use this (*my ego/guilt, envy, etc.-manifested grievances) as a block to sight.
³The light of the world (* FATHER, FATHER, FATHER, not the son) will shine all this away.
⁴I have no need for this.
* “This” would be “egoic” grievances due to separation from God that support lack, division, shame, unworthiness, incompleteness, and so on.
⁵I want to see.
* I want to see GOD, His Love and Blessings on His Son in All That Is or Ever Could Be.
3. (70) My salvation comes from me.
* HA! True, but it really is better understood at this time as “My salvation comes from my willingness to SEE GOD.”
²Today I will recognize where my salvation is.
* It can only be in GOD because GOD, Hymnself is all that is and Creator of All That is Conscious or Manifests.
³It is in me because its Source is there.
* As a part of Creation, my salvation is in GOD WHO “IS.”
⁴It has not left its Source, and so it cannot have left my mind.
* My mind is a part of the Whole that IS FATHER AND SON UNITED.
⁵I will not look for it outside myself.
* Give me a break!
* SHOULD BE: I will not look for it in anything be GOD THE ONE ORIGINAL AND UNIVERSAL CREATOR.
* What really pisses me off about this is that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints has had this work for nearly 50 years along with everything else that Jesus gave them in the mid-1800’s and they do not SEE what they have!
* I was distracted by an announcement on my phone that President Trump will do what he can to get a third term.
* DUH, what else is new? That is not a bad idea to get this planet moving in the right direction.
* It would HAVE TO BE WITH THE WILL OF THE PEOPLE THOUGH, AND HE KNOWS THIS!
* This may seem unrelated, but hear me out (and I am not the first to consider this because I saw it once before).
* It finally occurred to me that GOD/FATHER is the ultimate narcissist. HE WOULD HAVE TO BE. HIS WAY OR THE HIGHWAY, only THERE IS NO HIGHWAY! LOL!
* And before you get your shorts in a knot, remember that there is no one whose will is not in alignment with HIS (FATHER’S, haha, not Trump’s).
* Bear in mind that those who would keep us in the dark will try to say that Trump is being too pushy. Well, he is “the trump,” after all, that will raise the dead who believe in death and lack and suffering as a way to exist and show us that these things have NOTHING to do with the ETERNAL LIFE WHICH IS WHAT WE ARE PROMISED IN FATHER Jesus has been trying to get us to see, LITERALLY, since time began.
* ONLY in ACKNOWLEDGING FATHER WILL ANY OF US BE SAVED AROUND THE WORLD, AND WE WILL BECOME UNITED QUICKLY AND WILLINGLY ONCE WE UNDERSTAND THIS!!!
⁶It is not found outside and then brought in.
⁷But from within me it will reach beyond, and everything I see will but reflect the light that shines in me and in itself.
* QUITE FRANKLY, WHAT I MEAN BY “GOD’S THE ULTIMATE NARCISSIST” IS THAT WE WILL DO “ALL” THAT WE DO BY THE GRACE OF GOD AND WE WILL KNOW THIS BECAUSE IT IS THE TRUTH AND THE ONLY WAY THAT IT COULD BE.
* THIS IS N O T A NEGATIVE THING, as the ego and those still attached to ego, and those still attached to the ego’s insane belief in separation and segregation, along with lack, suffering, and death.
4. These forms of the idea are suitable for more specific applications:
²Let this not tempt me to look away from me (*FATHER ONLY and my willingness to accept HYMN~~~GOD, OUR FATHER, not Trump!!!!) for my salvation.
* Please, understand that there will be leaders to take us out of the chaos that belief in separation and lack have presented to us, but THIS is still GOD, THE FATHER.
* It is the same with how we have looked at Jesus. Jesus is a part of the Son of God, but not the Whole, and Jesus is not WHOLE without each and every part, including you and me.
³I will not let this interfere with my awareness of the Source of my salvation.
⁴This has no power to remove salvation from me.
(ACIM, W-85.1:1–4:4)
To Father be ALL Glory and Praise Given AS His Son, debi.
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