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Lesson 145
My mind holds only what I think with God.
* I do not want anything else there.
* I have tried to engage with the ego=god mentality created world and the best I can manage and hold on to my own dignity is as a ‘servant’ or a ‘robotic passer-by.’ I have tried for nearly sixty eight years now and I have found no other possible action without ‘spitting in the eye of God for the privilege of my creation or being.’
1(129) Beyond this world there is a world I want.
* There is a world that I can participate in that is full of wonder, joy, and diversity but it is beyond the ego=god mentality for sure.
* To think I can mix the two is simply chasing after an illusion. The best I can hope for is to occasionally step into the trappings of the ego=god world and get a taste of its joys that are set there as bait to lure you in before you are ‘crushed’ to feed the self-hatred of the ego that believes it is evil and worthy of any multitude of tortures, neglects, and abuse until the final judgment of the ego brings death and the end of the chance to be with God.
(130) It is impossible to see two worlds.
* I did not see the ego=god world as real and had hoped that I could bring a Light by my actions but to be truthful the only thing that I can bring is my witness that God IS and We ARE a part of the Sonship that is Christ.
* Any action I may bring to their world is only translated into abuse by the ego=god mentality that they see as real.
* I can Love them from a distance in the witness of God’s Reality and His Son’s Innocence, but I cannot enter their world and embrace them because it does not exist except in their mind.
* The Complete and True Forgiveness of the Atonement is the ONLY thing that will release them and that comes from God by their willingness to apply it, not from any Other Part of the Sonship.
* As sad as I feel that I must once again ‘move away’ from humanity, I know the Truthfulness of what I am sharing here and that makes life meaningful to me one Holy Instant at a time.
* THIS is Heaven and Eternity to me.
(ACIM, W-145.1:1–2)
Till next time, God bless, debi.
My thoughts* on ACIM Urtext Lesson 146, for May 25, 2024.
My mind holds only what I think with God.
* The REST pours through like a sieve. Thank God!
1(131) No one can fail who seeks to reach the truth.
* Amen.
(132) I loose the world from all I thought it was.
* So that Jesus, then the Holy Spirit, and finally God can show me what it truly is. At least, that is the way that it has been experienced over my 67 years.
* In God I hold All That Is in my awareness as His Son.
(ACIM, W-146.1:1–2)
Till next time, God bless, debi.
My thoughts* on ACIM Urtext Lesson 147, for May 26, 2024.
My mind holds only what I think with God.
* I am grateful for the knowledge that resides there.
1(133) I will not value what is valueless.
* I am not going to mingle with the groups in my neighborhood any longer because anything I say is perceived from where they are. Negative, competitive, and so on. I had fun with them for a good six months, just long enough for them to get to know me so they could learn how to force my hand into their story or game and that is enough. Anything that they bring me now will be an offering to their ego/god and I do not want any part of that.
(134) Let me perceive forgiveness as it is.
* What about forgiveness? Does this mean that I am to submit to the status quo of existence for the privilege of not living alone? Ha. That reminds me of what Robin Williams said about ‘being alone in the presence of others.’
* I am much happier in the witness of the their innocence by the Holy Spirit when I am alone than in the face of their physical presence, manipulations, and mind games.
* Within I have the Presence of God that knows there is no separation or need of conflict, lack, or attack. To me that is forgiveness in action or non-action as the case may be.
* Please note that everyone will find themselves in different circumstances and thereby have differing instructions on specific acts through the guidance of the Holy Spirit.
* I will honor what I understand at this present time and keep my ears open to know when I can bring God’s Love into a situation, knowing that it is not wanted or welcome by the ego=god mentality but that these are Children of God that I walk among.
* Let them fight their wars if they must. I will bless them by remembering who they truly are. Does that make me self-righteous? No. It makes me God Aware and Christ Aware.
* Let others think what they wish. Believe me, they will anyway.
(ACIM, W-147.1:1–2)
Till next time, God bless, debi.
Thank you for sharing this time with me.
Blessings, always, debi.
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